Hey, please tell me you're still there :(

I love banana bread:) Hey My buddy, please know I'm sorry for the pain, sorry for the stupid things, I love u guys........I'm so lost.....so lost, it's so hard to move on knowing you all hate me..........please help me........it's like I'm blind, unable to see the pain....it's like im numb......unable to feel it.....like im in bliss, able to make myself happy for the ones who still care, im so sorry for my absence......if you still care e-mail me : alexfigoniqoi@yahoo.com