Hey, please tell me you're still there :(

I love banana bread:) Hey My buddy, please know I'm sorry for the pain, sorry for the stupid things, I love u guys........I'm so lost.....so lost, it's so hard to move on knowing you all hate me..........please help me........it's like I'm blind, unable to see the pain....it's like im numb......unable to feel it.....like im in bliss, able to make myself happy for the ones who still care, im so sorry for my absence......if you still care e-mail me : alexfigoniqoi@yahoo.com

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I love Pickles, naw, but listen to me My friends, I am scared out of my mind, I miss you guys so much.........God it's killing me knowing you are all mad and hurt and I promise to make you all happy again, I am going to be here, but not forever, please stay safe, all of you please......I love you guys so much, I cry when I think about you and i can't make up for this decision, but I have to say that i will have you all in my memories until I die, whether you hate me or not, I just want to remember the good times, You guys remember when we were sitting in the cafeteria? And I embarrassed myself? I said something like it's too hard n we all laughed, hey Klutzy child, if you read this show Michael, please, if you can, I need him to know I still miss him like crazy and I am sorry if I hurt him...He doesn't know how much I still love him, it's a coplicated thing
Mike, if you are my friend you will understand the decision I made was best for me to get an education, that I need this...My future was disapearing, i can't take away the pain but please know I luv u chucklesXD (I still can't spell worth shit:D)